signs of life - a decade on...

10 years ago today I posted my first musings on this blog. 10 years!

This last decade has seen me move from Sheffield, to London, to Derbyshire with 9 house moves - my much longed for settling evades still, but is getting closer, fingers crossed.

I've grieved much this decade, the realisation that I'd never be a mother and the loss of my own mother to liver cancer in 2017 and that I continue to walk a single path... and so be it.

I've lost and gained friends and done my best. I've relished the beauty I see and witness good intent and kindness everyday.

I'm a little floaty as I'm on day six of the seven day #rationchallenge, and have raised almost £500, you can sponsor me here if you wish. Today I met a friend in Hall Leys Park in Matlock, she told me I looked pale. She also said well-done!

It is a beautiful day.

  

goodbye 2018

Tomorrow, on new years day I'll sit for a while and ponder these questions (from Louise Hay) as 2019 blinks into wakefulness. As we turn our faces towards 2019 its a wonderful time to reflect upon what could come next and what is important. 

Blessings ♥️

What shall I now release from my life?

What or who no longer works for me?

What am I holding on to that holds me back?

What thoughts or beliefs belong to the old me?

How am I being unloving to myself?

Am I ready to let go?

What do I believe that really works for me?

What is going on in my life that is terrific and wonderful?

Where am I being very loving to myself?

Where am I most content?

What do I want to bring to my life?

What do I want to create?

How do I want the next year to be?

How do I want to look?

What image do I want to project?

How healthy do I want to be?

How prosperous do I want to feel?

How much love am I willing to experience?

What kind of world do I want to live in?

Where do I want my spirituality to go?

Affirm: I know that where I am is the totality of possibilities... not just a few possibilities, but the totality of all creation.

I am not limited by statistics, medical opinions, time, or authorities.

I am one with the infinite wisdom and capabilities of the Universe itself.

All good is available to me, right here and right now.

All I have to do is to use the power of my thoughts to create that which I desire. I know that. Now let me live it!